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Omg..i betul betul sick jor..

Sore throat
Deman
Sejuk

I thought i could forgot everything about u already..
Never been outset even when i meet u and see u face .
although i dunno why i keep escape to avoid having make eyes contact with u ..

I really thought i could
I thoght i already get prepare for next relationship which without u ..
But
I never thought i was never reset my memory of u  in my brain..

I never thought i need you so much right by me now
..
Not hug
Not kiss
But just hold my hand and let me receive some concere through temperature from u just simple likethat

lie again 

hate my self so much 

i ned u hug 

hold me tight 

till we can feel the heartbeat of each other

Damn Damn  Damn

how i wish that u here 

here 

here