不能通知家人 因为我一个人在马六甲 先不说有事,没事的话,在等报告的期间他们一定很担心,我很了解我妈的性格。。若真的有事,才来说也没差,至少那时我妈身边有我爸。。其他人,我却不想说,感觉是在把我软弱的一面给什么看。。那种时候,能想得到的人,就只有你。
也决定好了不会和你说些什么,就想听听你的声音。。至少,能给我一些力量。
考虑很久才按下的号码,想了很多等下我要以什么借口来说电话才不会显得奇怪尴尬。。电话没有接通,嗯。。正好。。好一个一箭双雕,可以和综合医院交差,又能和姓植的交差。。
早上七点到下午两点半拿报告。。八个小时。在医院呆了八个小时。排队的排队。等报告的时间。很难熬。派对检验之前,就想了一些很白痴的东西,然后检验后 after call 就开始positive myself..everything will be good..if u trend to good then everything become good...that the first time..i scare for died..can be say, i were think about what will become after ,if i died.could my bro take care well my family?
will it really pain before died?and..if died,is that mean,i could never again seen u again..it silly i know.but while waiting for checking.i really think of this kind of thing and feel so sad while think about the effect left.but..
everything ned to be positive.i know.so do i stop thinking negative thing.another point is ,i dun like drop tear in front of other.will not make it be..
will be fine..1114...two week more
不都说世界上六亿人口,为什么是我?
永远不要忘记,你拥有过。。
那种感觉,那颗心,是只属于你拥有的。